Tuesday, September 28, 2010

baby van goat














Apparently there are some detrimental effects to showing one's kid Baby Einstein videos. Tonight I was showing Sam a picture of this Sunflowers painting (above left, 1888), and explained to Sam that the painting was by the artist Van Gogh.

Sam replied, "Yeah, mom. Van Goat and painting."

He's got the idea generally right, but somehow we need to ditch the goat puppet.

Friday, September 24, 2010

my handwriting: a history-o-graphy*

When I moved to Utah at the age of fifteen, I quickly discovered that I was in a minority group. I was one of the only girls in school who didn't have "cute handwriting." I hadn't thought much about handwriting before that point, although as a girl I remember thinking that my mom had nice, feminine handwriting.

Anyhow, perhaps in an effort to fit in (or because I was simply swept up by the "cute" fad), I started to change my handwriting style. And I don't think I'm the only girl who worked hard to develop a cute handwriting style (or "identity typeface" as J might call it); I have noticed a couple of teenage girls who have changed their writing style around the age of 14 or 15. (Did you?)

I was going through my journal entries this evening, noticing how the entries mark my changes in penmanship and "cuteness." Check out these two entries. The first one is from the "pre-cute" era (I had only been in Utah about four months), and then you can see my first attempts at a "cuter" handwriting in the next entry (which was about two months later):


And the handwriting continued to change for the next few months. For awhile I maintained this really time-consuming writing style, where my "R," "B," and "Y" letters had to be capitalized at all times:


I finally ditched the selective capitalization, but I still kept trying to make things more difficult for myself. I was into swirly "9" numbers for awhile, and I always had to write the "9" backwards (starting to write the "9" from the tail of the number instead of at the loop) to achieve my desired effect:


Luckily, that didn't last either. I guess I started to realize that it took way to much time to execute stylized, choppy letters and backwards-written numbers. I started to go for more swoops and curves (especially with the "y" and "g" letters), but still kept things rather neat. This was taken from my mission journal:


As my mission progressed, though, I began to write more and more sloppily. I spent so much time quickly jotting down addresses and phone numbers, that my whole writing style became more messy (and even more swoopy). I have recovered somewhat, but I still don't write as neatly as I did during my early college and early mission days. Actually, when going through my journals, I realized how some of the most busy and stressful periods of my life are indicated through my sloppy script. I must not have felt like I had time for neatness back then. (Or perhaps I wasn't even thinking about being neat, since my energy and attention were focused on other things.) This sample was taken soon after I started graduate school:


Tonight I realized that I hardly write with a pen anymore. I was writing some lengthy comments in the margin of a textbook, and I realized that the physical act of writing feels a little foreign to me. I use a computer so much; I only write to sign a check or quickly jot something down. With technology replacing the need to physically write, I wonder:


Who else went through a handwriting metamorphosis?

* Get the joke? This post isn't exactly a historiography, but it's a history of my own "graphy" (i.e. handwriting).

Sunday, September 19, 2010

joanna

When I moved to Seattle, I was more-than-lucky that a close friend from high school already lived in the area. Joanna and I grew up in the same neighborhood, and she's been one of my dearest friends for years. This photo was taken ten years ago, the day before I started college.

Joanna's remarked several times about how our friendship (and the circle of friends that we formed) was one of the best things that could have happened during her teenage years. And the same goes for me - we all became friends at just the right moment. And now, once again, having Joanna in Seattle has been one of the best things that could have happened to me. Last year was the hardest year of my life, and it was so, so, so wonderful to have a good friend that I could talk to - someone who knew my mom, who knows my family, and who knows all about me. Although I've made some great friends up here, Joanna and I have a history and understanding that just can't be replicated - we know the same people and have had so many experiences together.

And now, Joanna's moving back to Utah. The whole move is happening rather quickly, and I'm still adjusting to the idea that she will be gone. I'm so sad to see her go, but I also selfishly feel like the timing is good for me. Joanna was here for me during my really hard year - and sometimes I think she didn't even realize how much she helped me. When I first moved here and was dealing with a new baby (not to mention postpartum depression), my mom's diagnosis, etc., going to visit Joanna gave me the impetus to get showered and dressed in the morning. Just the fact that she was nearby helped to keep me sane. And now that I feel like I'm in a better place, I (grudgingly) guess that I can let her go.

Here are some of my favorite pictures of me and Joanna:



When I came home from my mission, Joanna was my "companion" for an hour or two until I was officially released. We went and watched a ward basketball game together -pretty adventurous for a returned missionary, eh?

We went out for a movie and dinner last Friday; it was our last GNO before Joanna leaves. It's so crazy to compare these photos to the ones we took in high school and college. We look so old! And we don't have such a carefree look about us anymore. Sigh. I guess that's what happens when you have kids: the responsibility and stress really becomes apparent, eh?


I know this isn't "goodbye forever," but I'll miss you, my friend. Keep the vibe alive.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

a few recent realizations

  • I don't really like romantic sub-plots in novels. I don't mind when characters fall in love, I guess, but sometimes I get annoyed when a book tries to interweave romance into an already-good story. I've just finished The Hunger Games, and I started to get annoyed when Peeta and Katniss began to deal with a lot of romantic silliness. I felt like the plot was great without all of that mushy stuff (but maybe I'll change my mind when I read the other two books in the series).
  • I don't know that much about recent film. Every couple of months I am reminded that I am completely ignorant on this subject. If someone wants to talk about movies created before say, Funny Girl (1968), I'm all there. I can talk a lot about Frank Capra, Cary Grant, Jimmy Stewart, Hitchcock, Audrey/Katherine Hepburn, and various old musicals. But I'm a deadbeat when it comes to conversations about recent movies. And to tell the truth, I can't tell if I'm totally bothered by my ignorance. I know that J and I could easily switch off our documentaries/foreign films/silver screen classics and watch something more recent or popular, but I'm not quite motivated to change.

Monday, September 13, 2010

farewell, summer

School starts in little over a week. It's been interesting to reflect over what I've done this past summer. In June I embarked on a quest to find "the most awesome textbooks in the world" for my ancient and Renaissance art classes. I spent several weeks reading snippets from a bigillion books, and my coffee table constantly morphed in appearance, depending on what titles I was perusing or rejecting. This picture was taken several weeks ago, at the height of my ridiculous endeavor.

Although I was glad to become familiar with so many textbooks, but I wish I had just buckled down and decided on textbooks earlier in the summer. I could have gotten a lot more prep work completed if I had committed to a text in June. I realized that one could spend their whole life examining new textbooks (if they wanted), and I've got to be a better decision-maker next time. Even if a great book has some minor faults, it's better to go with that text than to spend weeks trying to find something that doesn't exist.

Ironically, now that class is starting next week, I suddenly have lost the desire to prep. In truth, I've gotten a lot of work done and I'm sure that I will be fine when school starts. But at the point when I should be pushing towards the finish line (which really is the starting line for a new school quarter), I just want to sit around and read about Henry Box Brown. And watch "America's Got Talent" (while being fully aware that its an utterly ridiculous show). And surf the net, trying to track down some Brazilian friends from São Paulo. Maybe I should embrace this laziness, at least for a day or two. After all, I won't have another true vacation for some time...

Friday, September 10, 2010

labor day 2010: olympia

The last leg of our weekend excursion involved a quick visit to Olympia, the state capital. J and I wanted to see the Capitol Building, and we knew that Sam would like to visit the Children's Museum there. And to be honest, those two places seemed like were the main attractions of the small city. It was too cold to visit any parks, so our trip was fairly short (which was fine, since we were on our way home).

Here are some pictures from the museum:

Sam with Current Obsession #1: Dinosaurs.
(On a side note, I can't believe how much I have learned about dinosaurs (especially dinosaur identification) since Sam began this dinosaur phase. Did you know that the Brachiosaurus has nasal openings on top of its head, high above its eyes? I've also learned that "saur" or "saurus" does not have to appear at the end of the dinosaur title, but "saur" can appear in the middle of the word, as is the case with ParaSAURolophus.

Sam with Obsession #2: Sea Animals.
(Especially sharks that like to munch on the legs of unsuspecting moms.)

And here we are: the Washington State Capitol. There were really interesting column capitals around the drum of the dome, with a large flower was placed in the center of each capital (see below). I wonder if they could have more symbolism or significance beyond the idea of beauty, but this government website seems to attribute all the other flowers in the building to signify simply "beauty". Harrumph. I wish there was a more interesting response. It would be cool if the flowers were specific to Washington or the Northwest, but they seem a little generic to me.


And, that was our fun little trip. I think we'll visit Mt. Rainier and Mt. St. Helens next year, but I don't know if we'll make another trip to Olympia. We'll see. Sam loved the museum and has wanted to talk about it every day since we came home, so who knows? Maybe we'll come here again, too.

labor day 2010: mt. st. helens

This has been a weird week. I think Labor Day threw me for a loop; I haven't felt very productive since we got back. In an effort to try and produce at least something tangible (well, "e-tangible" I guess, since this is a blog post), I'm going to finish detailing our mini-vacation.

And I have to add a historical point here, because when we visited Mt. St. Helens I couldn't help but wondering who was "St. Helens." I've heard of St. Helen, but not a "Helens." So...I looked it up. The peak was named in 1792 after Alleyne Fitzherbert, who was British Ambassador to Spain at the time and held the title "Baron St. Helens." (The explorer who named Mt. St. Helens was Captain George Vancouver. Although he chose fellow countryman Baron St. Helens as the namesake for this volcano, Vancouver chose to honor fellow British naval officers for other nearby mountains: Hood, Rainier, and Baker.)


On the way toward the Mt. St. Helens peak, we stopped at the Forest Learning Center, which is one of the visitor centers for the Mt. St. Helens park. This is a really great center, especially for kids. Sam was entertained by the exhibits and the "hands on" learning room for children. As you can see, they also have a mini helicopter for kids, which Sam loved.

There was a short nature trail near the center, which promised a "vista" to the valley below. The trail obviously was made several years ago, before the reforested areas grew back. When we reached the end of the path, this was our vista: trees. I guess we can't be too upset, though. We didn't have a marvelous view, but it's good to know that the forest is recovering from the volcanic blast. Nonetheless, I wouldn't really recommend this short walk to future visitors. There's many more interesting things to see and experience.

As we drove closer to the peak, it was really interesting to drive through the reforested areas because all of the trees were the same species, and all of the trees were exactly the same age. I never realized it before, but it's normal to observe lots of variety on mountain landscapes, with trees of different varieties and ages. It was weird to not see that usual variation on the mountainside. When we were driving through this area, it felt like we were in some virtual world with CGI effects - it was like we saw the same tree over and over and over...


Near the crater, we visited Johnston Ridge Observatory (which is the best place to go to observe the geological changes which have occurred since the eruption in 1980). A lot of the land around the volcano peak has been preserved since the eruption. Scientists don't want the land reforested or manipulated, because they want to observe the natural ecological/geological processes. For that reason, there is still a lot of the volcanic eruption. This image shows a ridge which is right next to the volcanic peak. If you click on the image, you'll see that the whole mountain is covered with trees that have been pushed over in the same direction (i.e. away from the volcanic blast). It was really strange to see many slopes covered with dead tree trunks that were all lying in the same direction.

The only disappointment of the trip? We didn't get a good glimpse of the crater itself, thanks to our ever-present Washingtonian clouds. Ah well. We want to come back and do some hikes in the area anyway, and I'm sure we'll get another chance to see the top of the mountain.

If you want to see some really cool photos of Mt. St. Helens before and after the 1980 eruption, go here. It's crazy to compare the two photographs at the beginning of the slideshow - the mountain looked so different beforehand.